“I want to do it all!” I declare to myself while taking a
dump in the toilet (sorry, was that too much for you?) I want to blog, I
want to vlog, I want to make films, I want to… I want to learn computer coding?
Yes, computer coding! You see I have a lot of plans for myself, it may look
like I am a confused twenty-something who doesn’t know what she wants but
what’s wrong with that? Tyler Perry once said, “Put all of your energy into
watering one area. If you spread the water across many, many seeds you don’t
have as much water for one seed. So focus on one thing, make it your priority
and stick with it no matter what.” Well then why do people garden, Perry? Why
have one beautiful flower when you can have a garden full of azaleas, some
petunias, daisies, hell, throw some basil in there as well. The more I do what
I want and learn different tasks, the more I learn about myself and abilities.
You see, I’ve always had a problem picking just one thing to
do. I mean, choosing just one major in college for example. If I had more time I would have double-majored, can you
triple-major? I fall in love with anything that fuels my soul. Anything that
fizzles out my procrastination and self-doubt, and renews that spark for life is
what I crave for.
I realize that
wanting to do many things at once can becomes daunting. However, humans are
multi-faceted, so it makes sense that most would have many different passions
in life. If you are a lawyer, but you want to create a fashion blog then why
not have a stab at it? A screenwriter, who wants to create a game app? Okay,
then! Take classes, go back to school, reach out to experts. Do whatever it
takes.
Only problem is what happens when the spark seems
to dim? When it seems that your passion becomes work, I mean work that you have
been too scared to look in the eyes. What happens when your supervisor makes
fun of your soft-spoken voice in front of your coworkers? Does that mean you should reconsider making YouTube videos? Or when that big creative script idea
you need to become a big hit hasn’t come through yet? Or when you don’t seem to
have a lot of followers on a blog you’ve been working on for years? What
happens then? Do you stop? Hell no! Wake up! Hard work just doesn’t happen the old Disney Cinderella
way that most of us were taught, but that’s okay because it’s much more fun
that way.
My dream is to
inspire the self-doubters, the naysayers that dreams do come true. I want
people to look at me and say, “If this ordinary girl can do it, so can I.” So
what if you have a million ideas, and no one believes in you. At least you
believe, and that’s all you need to make your first step. Now, I’m just getting
started in this process but when I’m done I’ll let you know how it all turned
out.
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